As the saying goes “you will never realize how much your mother love you until you became a mother yourself too.”       Last July 9, 2014 I gave birth to my daughter Andrei Monique with my mother Ellen by my side all along. Francis, my husband is a seafarer and on board at the time our daughter was born. Andrei Monique weight 2.9 kg delivered via C-section at around 1:20 pm, she was a bouncing healthy baby. When my baby was born I knew from that moment that my life will never be the same again.        The moment we went home together with my bundle of joy, sleepless nights became my best friend. I became exhausted, tired, and at times in the middle of the night cried for the stressful moment. I am terrified and I can say that at the first few months not yet ready for the changes in my life.    I became a new person, my mood swings worsen as my priorities shifted from me to her. I easily got bored from my daily routine; even my husband noticed the changes in me. The sweet, caring, and…